Well I just don't really even know where to begin because as far as you all know im still lost in love land...well I am. But in my love land EVERYTHING is ANYTHING but perfect....More world has been flipped upside turned backwards then around and fallen straight off the side of planet earth...WOW love to be SUCH a strong emotion it pushes you up into the clouds, drags you down a rough ragged mountian...slams you on hard concrete...stands you right back up and then expects you to just....WALK...well dawg-on-it. It just aint that darn simple...better love and lost than loved at all.....I can't quite answer that one for you all cause I haven't lost a thing...but instead i've gained SO much...I am B*E*A*U*T*I*F*U*L...inside and out and I need nobody to validate that...I know that God loves me and well for me that just has to be enough... That i guess is one thing i've learned something that i knew from the get but felt as if i needed more...Well I know only God can get me out of the rut im in now and I also know that I want what ever he wants for me...and im willin to wait cause i know he will show me what i should do.